Feel so bad

Long time i never on my com,cz i dunwan to remember all the unhappy things...but can i survive without computer forever...can i dun go to sch forever..NO...so no body will care abt me especially the person tat hurt u,they will laugh at u,n do again until u lose ,u cry,finally die..CRUEL...u noe if the whole class no body care abt u,n always scold,gossip abt ur stuff!never experience never noe tis kind of places is so hard to survive,but no choice i can't choose..wat i can do is juz to evade or face my problem