Tis song is really suitable for me

wat i wan to say is already inside...

又被爱伤了一遍 无所谓当作成长 刚刚走开的人 烟还点着味道却淡了 我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨我早应该割舍 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的全都是假的 只有眼泪是真的 把从前想了一遍 谢谢了伤我的人 想做乐观的人 每种雨声听了都不冷 我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨我早应该割舍 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的全都是假的 我的决定是对的

hu...so lazy

2day i am juz like not yet woke up n went to sch...i am now very very lazy,including doing my homework,go for sch activities....so tired..is not tat kind of tired ,is like watever also no mood to do..but actually my fren they treated me not very good but still ok la!!!last time i kept on crying at night now is more better...thx a lot!sometimes my mind is like a paper ...blank!!! Duno wat to do!!! aiya..so stressful la... who can help me??

Changes in my life

I go to school recently.. n i found tat my mood has been uncertain all the time...juz bcs of my frenz i feel very disapointed wif them! one day i can't stand ,i never go to sch!Finally i decided to change my sch ,i went to my sch wif my parents after met all the teacher tat taught me be4,i cried i feel tat they all r very good teacher,they worried abt me...my tears burst from my eye...then they giv me some advice,so tat i can stay back in tis sch...Many ppl told me actually frenz is not very important,but i juz can't let my frenz go away..it juz like a pet tat u really like,suddently it lost or died!!something like tat...is very confussing,my mind is juz thinking abt my frenz,so nowadays i went to sch wif a so call sad mood,i think my life have a big changes in 2008..we always think tat "tomorow will be better" i dun trust tis words!!!n now nobody cares me anymore not like last time ,we 1 group of frenz go shopping,chating...now they all got their own frenz, i will be alone ...n i wana tell them "Congratulation" ~~~n take care~~~~

My tears juz like the rainny day

`````\\\\\\ it looks like rainning,rite?my tears r flowing..wat cause tis happen i think it was a big big problem tat i can't solve it...actually i am a loner,i dun like to mix frenx..but i tried be4,finally i still alone...i juz dunno wat the reason,y other ppl hav a lot of fren...in sch my i will try my best to find somebody n follow them to the canteen!but i dunno when they will kick me out n say to me"pls dun follow,find ur frenx"..tis sentence always in my mind!But """"Wat can i do?""""when i was young i remember tat all the classmates dunwan to play wif me except some boy...now i am in secondary sch,many frens betray me n abandon me!anyway wat can i do,i think i juz wan to make a wish "hope time flows fast",n i can enjoy myself at home,nonit go to sch n be a follower..now my tears still droping..n i feel very tired , i can't survive..i close my eyes n sleep,bye!